Its you, it’s always been you. From the moment we met I loved you, I continued to love you even through all your games and heartbreak.
We met through a mutual friend, on the side of the road in the small township I lived in. You were with you mates and your younger brother. I instantly took to you, and you to me. I was told you were a player .. by your brother actually but I didn’t see. We parted for the night but we kept in contact.
I saw you every weekend, then I started not going to school just so I could see you. Me and my best friend would stay over. Her with your brother and me with you. You were my rock, kept me sane. Then things started to change. You started seeing other people because i couldn’t see you as often as I was. It hurt me so much. Between everything you lied, you lied to me all the time. We didn’t see each other for a while then I found out you were seeing someone that hates me, then you moved to Australia.
I can still hear you in my head “i love you, don’t forget me” I never did. We talked everyday when your girlfriend was at work. You guys broke up and you promised me i could move over and be with you. But that all changed. You came back to visit, it made me so happy, I was so happy to see you. You stayed with me, you told me you loved me. You even proposed.. it was all a lie. You had a girlfriend back in Australia and that broke me even more.
you left me here, broken and upset, still messaging me that you loved me. The mind games got me, you knew exactly what to say to reel me back in, then blow me off like I was nothing. I haven’t seen you since then..not in person anyway. We video chatted and snap chatted each other everyday despite you having a few girlfriends, we were like best friends with forbidden love. You gave me hope, always gave me hope and now if we Fast forward to this year… you’re married. You’re fucking married. 8 years you played games with my head and my heart. Eight fucking years. My heart is broken.
you would think that after all this and more I’d be able to get over you. Not that easy. 8 years of lies and mind games..
You. You broke me.
Tags: heartbreak, Love, ruined